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有時誤會係足夠令好多好白癡0既0野發生0架，

有d人睇0野睇表面， 后面係乜0野故事情節， 佢根本唔想理

有d人認爲佢係啱0既， 就無需理他人對及錯，

有d人覺得係0甘就係0甘， 無需要唸0甘多， 你死你0既事。

0甘樣， 對其他人來講， 係好唔公平0架， 簡直當人好似白痴0甘玩。

雖然我好多時候都無故及過人地0既感受， 但起碼我唔會0甘對人咯。

Am I gonna be lifeless soon?

Finished work and got home around 8++, i didnt do much things and now already 12++ , means i have to go to bed coz have to wake up early for work tomorrow.

I am so scare, why do we have to spend so much time on our job? I don't think a person's life is only about earning money, yes it's important, i have the determination to save more money so that i can have enough money for mom and dad to travel to overseas, but also at the time i don't wanna spend most of my time working, working and working days and nite.
Even though i will only start working full time next month, i can feel the terror of it already.I love my job of course, but i also hoping to get home early. Hahaha... feel like so childhish.

We've reach the diverted road in our life. Along the diverted road, there are many cabang cabangss that we will try to walk along and have a quick look on where it leads us to. Keep on trying, coz we'll never know what is right in front of us.

I am so tired, thinking about working full time soon, i feel like wanna cry. (abit lar), really. I am scare, when mom come from Fraser's, i will not have extra time to teman her in the afternoon. Unlike last time when i was still studying in college that time, mom came down, after my class, i take train back from the college, reach home around 2, 3pm, go Giant, Tesco to buy groceries stuffs with mom. Arrhhs ! why do we have to grow up?

I wish i can turn back time. Back to the basic, really. Back to where everything were still ordinary, back to the old days. Back to the day that my mind was not that complicated yet. I am just a simple person, i don't wan any changes, really.

今時今日0甘0既服務態度係唔得0架！！

Went to Bentong to visit Jermenn's aunty this afternoon. My heart feel really sour when i saw her laying on the bed, with her arms and leg got plastered sure to the injuries. She was kinda upset, her tears like pouring rain once she talk about how painful was it. Yes there's some nice doctors and nurses there, and not to mention, there's some rude nurses whom were not friendly at all. I wonder if they hate the job so much, why don't they just get themselves other job, there are plenty of other careers to choose from instead of throwing their temper on the patients. The only things that i can do is to ask the doctor how was her condition, and to chat with her abit, by comforting her, patients need to listen to alot of positive words instead of us showing our sympathize towards her. Yes i saw her smile when i tell her aiya, doctor said nth wan lar !! The only thing i can do is just talk to her, " aunty, don't worry lar, doctor said just urs is just normal injuries, very fast recover wan lar. Don't simply eat things ar !! Then ur wound will heal very fast!. I feel bad that she has to stay in the hospital, with bad service, and no air conditioning at all! Nurses wont care much for them, unless we're there asking them to help her to turn her body back and fourth so that her back will not grow any rashes. Else, i think they wouldnt even care even if she ask them to. Even when the head of Nurses commanded her to do so, i can see that the nurse face was 更本唔睇得0既！ 頂你個肺， 真係好想一拳sai 落佢塊面都。0甘唔甘願，就唔好撈喇笨！我之憎d無同情心0既人，你可以唔洗對人地好， 但係你唔可以對人地差！ 呢個是你的職責， 人地入得來， 就預0左有護士係可以照顧佢地0既.知唔知啊！如果個係你阿媽你又會唔會對佢0甘啊？

Human, has becoming so fragile. Just a simple few minutes will change our life. Unpredictable things will happen without warning us. Even though i am not that close with aunty, i really hope i can take care of her. Really, is sound so fake, but by putting myself in her shoe, tears are running in my heart. I bet every1 will feel the same way.

Oh Lord, i really hope that aunty will recover very very soon. Even though the wounds take times to heal, i hope she woundnt has to feel painful all the while. She's a kind hearted woman, i know that she'll be fine very very soon.


Miss S,

You Ripped it off yourself, when things get torn apart, That's the time u realise you wanted it to be perfect, right? It's kinda hard to mend a broken things, 針唔咭到肉唔知痛。對唔住， 原諒我有話直說。

恩

So Fast??

Miss S told me that she and his Mr.S going to 玩完,

She said she's not really sure bout it also.

但係感覺上就係無0甘容易補救囉，

有d野唔係話有就有， 話無就無0架，

如果真係0甘繼續落去， 真係老土d講一句， 長痛不如短痛， 唔好再瞞著佢喇，

0甘先公平0架嘛。

雖然係好唔捨得， 但係e + 你為有確實下自己係咪仲鍾意緊佢， 就係0甘簡單！！

唔鍾意咪分咯， 鍾意咪係咪一齊咯！

響我度講出呢番説話， 感覺上我好似好賤格0甘， 呢個係我個人想法0姐。

zzzZZZZZzZZ

悶！ 好鬼死悶， 就來爆喇！

又眼訓！！ 想返屋企啊， 邊個可以載我返啊！ 救命啊！

It's Real

Butterflies lepak on my stomach whole day long today, what am i really worrying about? I just feel really awful, hmm, a kind of feelings that i never felt before, keep asking myself, isnt it what i have always wanted and also sO worry about my medical report, really hope that there wont be any Helicobacter or any stupid bactera/deseases in my stomach, i am worrying about so many things, so worry. What can i do? I was the one who has been telling everyone, don't be worry too much or sad because of something unpleasant, cause there's always be sunshine after the rain, this is not words that we use to 'comfort' someone. Really, i know that if we really have faith on it, it will really become true, God has a better plan for every one of us, i know it, so no matter which direction i am heading towards, it will always lead me back to a perfect ending, i know it. EVen though i feel like my heart has begin to rip off.

Seven Pounds- Gonna wacth it all over again this Thurs..

給 S 小姐既一封信

S 小姐，

突然閒0甘感性， 係咪唔似我呢。 我只係想同你講，

長痛不如短痛。又或者你更本唔會痛。

你要明白回憶同埋習慣係唔等於感情0架。

係咪可以凴着回憶去代替感情而同佢繼續行埋落去0架？

0甘會唔會開心0架？係咪可以天長地久先？

其實好多Couple到0左某個階段都會覺得自己係咪一開頭就做錯決定0架。

呢個過渡期， 過到就更加恩愛， 而過唔到， 就係0甘先

所以係無人可以幫到你0架，部棋就要睇你自己點行落去喇。

恩